Before and Beyond

Rooted in the cyclical motions of life.

Rise, fall, and renewal.

A solo exhibition by Amanda Roy

Mandell JCC

335 Bloomfield Ave, West Hartford, CT

Show dates: July 2 - August 26, 2025

Artist Reception: Thursday, July 24, 2025 from 5:30pm - 7:30pm

Before and Beyond is rooted in the cyclical motions of life—rise, fall, and renewal. Beneath this universal theme, however, the work is deeply personal. It reflects not only a shared human experience but also my own journey.

This body of work is inspired by music. Each piece was created during a time of profound change in my life. I found myself gravitating toward symphonies, discovering my own emotions and narrative within each movement. I also found that the music echoed the rhythms of human history. The works of Gustav Mahler, Dmitri Shostakovich, Roy Harris, Philip Glass, and William Schuman underscored some of the most pivotal moments in my life: the collapse of my adult world as I knew it, the rebuilding of my creative and authentic self, and the eventual return of love and connection.

The centerpiece of this show, Before the Flood, is a large-scale ink painting inspired by the original composition of the same name by musician and composer Nick Biello. I was immediately drawn to the depth and storytelling within the song, which imagines an ancient world full of mystery and possibility. Creating this piece was a journey—artistically and emotionally. It became the catalyst for this show.

Every painting in Before and Beyond is made with handmade inks crafted from natural materials—each carrying specific cultural and spiritual symbolism, as well as my own emotional resonance. These pigments hold my grief, my resilience, my search for joy, and my eventual renewal.

This exhibition is an invitation to witness the cycles of humanity, both personal and collective. It is an exploration of darkness and light, fragility and strength, grief and joy. These cycles are not linear—they move up and down, forward and back, they spiral. We are always returning, forgetting, reimagining, and growing. And every ending holds the seed of a new beginning.

Before the Flood

Before the Flood is a journey. Composer and musician Nick Biello wrote “Before the Flood” to capture a mythical world he imagined as a child. A place that might have existed before recorded history, before any great washing away or reckoning. When I heard the music for the first time, I was transported. Before knowing his inspiration, I found myself in that imagined land. I felt it instantly and began a trek through time and space.

This piece is meant to be a reflection of a shared human cycle that we move through: abundance, turbulence, transformation, and the quiet work of renewal and balance. We move through these cycles as individuals and as societies, regardless of our place in history. We may be in different parts of the journey. Some lasting longer than others. Unpredictable, but predictable.

Thinking about this imaginary world, I created inks from natural materials that could have been used by ancient civilizations—coal, bark, ashes, blackberries, iron, pine needles—each one carrying symbolism and memory.

Before the Flood is not meant to illustrate a sacred text or dictate meaning. It is an invitation to sense the spaces between what was, what is, and what might be. It asks: What do we carry through the floods of our own lives? What remains? And what does it mean to begin again?

Natural Inks and their symbolism

I. Abundance: Blackberry - abundance, Maple tree bark - vitality, fertility, Pine needles - prosperity, possibilities

II. Turbulence: Blackberry - protection, Wood ashes - impermanence, Coal - destruction, regeneration, Iron gall - rise of civilizations

II. Transformation: Blackberry - resilience, Maple tree bark with iron - clash between nature and civilization, Pine needles with iron - longevity

IV. Renewal: Blackberry - renewal, harmony, Pine needles - healing, restoration of balance, Maple tree bark - wisdom, spiritual renewal, Pine needles with iron - endurance, strength in reflection, Iron gall - strength, lessons